Reasons to hate myself
No social life anymore - all friends gone and only exist through text every few months
No school
No job
No money
No drivers license
No car
No self love
No self care
Ruining boyfriends life by having him spend all his time here and not his family and friends
Ruining boyfriends life by making him lose dedication to go to the gym
Ruining boyfriends life by giving him one more reason to worry about
Ruining boyfriends life by being too clingy and needy
Ruining my life by falling apart at absolutely anything
Being the reason boyfriend will eventually break up with me
Being the reason mom has such a hard time




